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Once one stops expecting anything to happen, in her life—once she stops expecting anything from anyone, and once she refrains from anticipating anything, or wanting anything in particular to happen…and once she stops wanting negative situations to cease—at that point, she will live her life in a natural state, untainted by vain desires and unnecessary suffering. Once a person accepts each moment of her life for what it is, she’ll understand that each moment is a gift from god; a blessing beyond belief. | One doesn’t have to be anything she doesn’t want to be–something she feels doesn’t suit her. She barely has to even do anything, other than the mandatory tasks of life. If one is in a lot of emotional pain, she doesn’t have to try to make it go away–she doesn’t have to do anything. Pain goes away by itself; one doesn’t have to panic over being in pain, or by feeling tormented, emotionally. Even difficulties and hardships themselves–not only pain, but real, genuine difficulties; problems in one’s life–aren’t really worth one’s time, either. All thanks be to Allah, in all cases and circumstances. | When my safety and security is being violated, or my honor, or my right to not be treated with abuse and persecution–I find it’s best when I don’t do anything, when I remain unwavering and uninvolved. This might not help with the immediate abuse at hand, but I prefer to be at peace at all times, rather than to “sign in to” or subscribe to or opt in to negativity and toxicity. I do the bare minimum needed in order to try to ward off the abuse–that much is required of every person–but other than that, I do absolutely nothing. The remaining mistreatment automatically falls under the category of uncontrollable difficulties. I guess this is what I have to go through right now, or whatever. | I like the colors yellow and pink the best, I think—more so than even blue or green. It sometimes seems that blue and green can mean anything, and they are rich and deep and meaningful colors. Especially deep blue, and dark green. Yellow and pink are more airy and carefree though, and are happy and unbothered; serene and weightless.